c r e a m s i c l e: 03.2004

3.24.2004

marchtwenty4th
8.17pm
*yawn..
musta slept too much last nite..
what was it..
9.36pm-ish when i went to sleep??
>.<"
n then wokee @ like 1.46am??
n then went back to sleep n woke @ 5.30am this morning! >.<
feeling somewhat insane..

feel like i could hibernate..
n y not huh?
no wait..
that means i only slept for 8 hrs..
stil that's more than enuf.
i tell u when i sleep only for a couple hrs it works even better! >.<"
gotta start noticing sleep patterns..
maybe then i can adjust perfect sleep time n study time n all that jazz?

*yawneee..

in douglas now.
time for me to start studying more on campus n less procrastination times..
looks like time to be nerdy!
gotta save self b4 i fail outta uni..
>.<"
omg omg!
>.<"
*sigh such bad marks..
n x-ray! what to do?!
eeeee...
*sigh *sigh.

*ponder ponder..
once finish reviewing monday's phgy lecture notes..
can do some orgo instead!
will be more fun i tell u.
so excited.
*sigh.
tho am dumb i dun care.
i will do well!! <- or so i hope neway..

3.22.2004

marchtwenty2nd
5.15pm
*oldies alert!!*
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

wahh!! hehehehe. ~^^
i didn't even realize i missed this song!!
~^^ ♥ ♥
haven't heard it in so long..
n on my escapade surfing the melilywa network,
rediscovered the song! ~^^
so happy.. kekeke
feel gd song.. mm..

been having a great day today ne! ~^^
bumped into addy gurl from last yr ~> marie!!!
i haven't seen her in so long!!
she's such a sweetie!!
turns out she's going out with one of the random guys i met in my anat lab earlier this term! ♥ ♥

n now also realized that..
contrary to my belief that i was going to be a super loner this term in anat 216 lab,
since all my other life sci buddies got assigned to a different section,
n after consoling myself that @ the v least i'd study better..
i've practically gone n become friends with most of the ppl in the lab section..
but we have sooo much fun!!
n ppl r super nice =P
today part of the discussion was abt whether it'd be better to start off scrawny or slightly chubby when starting @ the gym
cuz when u goto the gym n get fit it's hard to gain or lose weight..
u tend to stay rather stable..
cuz it's always hard to lose n once fit hard to gain also..
n so we came to the conclusion that the best way is to just have the perfect genes for weight and a high metabolism. ~^^ >.<"
n then it was abt eye colors..
abt brown pigments..
n "brown-eyed girl"
n abt gold specks that arn't really just specks
n so many ppl have blue eyes!
>.<" i just noticed now..
n of course the wonderful topic of anime! =P ~^^

well neways.. so now once again,
anat labs will be more social fun rather than actual learning of the modules..
no wait..
i'm still learning..
so maybe not..
hehe. but it's damn fun.
*sigh. labs are almost over tho!
next week'll be the last lab for this yr!!
*sniff *sniff..
gonna miss everyone..
*sigh..

n u kno what's dumb?
i got a new msn acct b.c i reached the list max..
(and yes. i do talk to most of the ppl on my list)
n i was gonna give it to my friend mike cuz he was gonna help my with my micr lab when i FORGOT it!
>.<" u'd think that i'd remember my new acct email..
but i couldn't n just stared blankly into space while he tried not to laugh @ my awful memory..
>.<"
neways. i've figured it out now.
=)
it's all gd.. ~^^!!

neways does ne one remember the song "rainbow connection"??
used to sing it in choir in grade school
hehe.. st. richards?
st. pat's?
i dun remember..
neways i found the one with kermit singing it!
it's absolutely adorable!!
*sigh..
those were the days..
haha.. no worky then..
neways. *shudder..
slightly chilly..
but now me gotta be a gd girl n work..
n i just found out my lab partner already took orgo n did supremely well!
n she's gonna be a sweetie n help me out!
hehe ~^^
everything's working out!
=)

being watched over by a guardian angel..
*muah.. thnx. =)

3.21.2004

marchtwenty1st
3.24pm
i really need a new template..
it was just cuz i was lazy when i first started out that i didn't make one then..
n needless to say.. i still haven't made one!
on the other hand.. i did make one for my aa page..
however i have not yet posted that up yet either! >.<"
so.. all my efforts are effectively wasted..
until summer i presume.

neways,
i ended up going to peel yesterday @ 11.30..
n stood in line for abt half an hr..
so upon midnite i finally got in.
luckily bumped into shrad, alex n jen who came to stand in line with me soon after i arrived at the line so i wasn't alone =P..
however, tho i ended up standing in line for .5 hr..
i didn't stay @ peel long enough to do justice to my line-waiting..
i promptly left @ 12.30
tho it was fun, wasn't really up for it.
was nice to see ppl tho.
n i got a really nice welcome from the girls..
such sweeties. =P
gonna have tons of fun next yr.
what with all the lez, sadistic and habitual disturbing comments thrown abt hahaha ~^^!!

and what am i up to today?
trying to do my labs ahead of time..
one is due tues n one is due fri..
but i figure if i could just get them underway that i'll be home free b4 i kno it! ~^^
sadly, i haven't started..
except for the cover page for one of the labs..
it's a shame..
really it is.
but i have succeeded in typing one of my lectures from last week..
which means i got a ton more to go..
but considering i only type my anatomy notes..
it's not so bad..
i only have one more lecture to type that means..
but then there are those lab preps i should really look into..
n those silly chem tutorial questions that i should really start getting @..
>.<"

oh guess what today is??
it's the iron ring ceremony for the 4th yr graduating eng ppl!!
wahh! so happy for them. hehe
*congrats *congrats!!
*sniff.. sadly that means that they'll be leaving!!
>.<" gonna miss them like crazy..
*waves* - bi ed, tony, paul, wayne, alex, will, mike!!
n gregg, anthony!! *sniffle.. *ssnniiiiffffff...
(0-o i dunno ne females in 4th yr eng.. >.<")
we've had our fun times n now it's over.. *sigh..
there's till the end of may..
got a lil bit to go..
*sigh..
*muah ~ dun forget me u guys!! *smiles*

hmm..
i should be working shouldn't i..
plus i wanna watch m__tsu_ka__tai? >.<"
*wah!! mui ~ i've forgotten what it's called!! >.<"
*fumble fumble..
??
!!
?!?!?!
0-o
back to work!!

3.20.2004

march2-enty-ith
11.01pm
u kno, there really oughtta be some sort of sign when a rough week is gonna hit..
sth like:
BEWARE: ROUGH WEEK AHEAD
but then again,
i suppose it'd be rather useless..
the sign..
cuz time continues to move forward n u can't really stop,
nor avoid it..
but @ least u'd be somewhat more prepared.
this sux..

neways,
on a different note..
my bro sent me some sheet music!
so now can have new past time..
n pick up playing piano again! ~^^

what else? went to gusto's today. =)
just the 4 of us..
nem, shrad, linh
~^^ was funny..
oddly it seemed like it was straight out of sex and the city for a bit..
with nem starring as carrie..
was odd..
u kno how the episodes always start with sarah jessica parker's odd question for her next weekly article?
nem was asking those type of questions!
for example: "how do u know when u've set your expectations too high up there?"
or iow she meant -> "are we expecting too much?"
neways. it was fun. =)
gotta talk abt a whole mirage of things..
n just let lose..
definately a break from this week so far..
it's been insane..
it's really sad really..
it's kinda over..
hmm..
time to let go huh?

neways.. on another leaf..
am contemplating going out again for the evening!..
bunch of friends are currently @ peel..
but then have just returned for little over an hr from my 3 hr dinner..
so am really thinking abt it hard.
cuz if i go..
first there'll be a line-up o.s peel cuz it's saturday nite..
also.. i'd hafta find them..
n that 3 floored thing packed w. ppl isn't exactly spaced out for easily locating of ppl..
but then i have 2 cellies to attempt to call..
plus some of them i haven't seen for a while..
so thinking it mite be a gd thing to just show. =)
nice change of events..
finally to go out..
but i haven't done ne work today!
>.<" except this morning going to botterell to study some anat myself..
hmm... >.<"
i gotta work harder..
tmr hardcore it is..

did i mention i went to the mall yesterday n picked out the cutest jean jacket ever??
yes.. distraction from current events always helps pass time..
n shopping has great curative properties..
except for your wallet..
but neways.. back to the jacket..
i got it for a super gd deal!
u'd nvr guess how much!!
>.<" 'cept for wnd..
she guessed in two seconds..
but that's besides the pt..
n now i have this cute lil outfit that's just screaming for me to parade abt in!!
or maybe i am just insane..
haha..
that could easily be it..
=P

omg!! mmm.. love this song..
*sigh..
"in my place,
in my place,
...
i was lost..
crossed lines i shouldn't have crossed..
how long must u wait for.."
mm..
in my place by coldplay..
mui was right that i liked coldplay..
she figured that out b4 i did even..
cuz i didn't really listen to them much but i took to the songs rather quickly..
or maybe mostly the hits..
cuz they're popular..
which would explain y i'd like them..
cuz i listen mostly to pop..
neways..
decision made!!
will goto peel.
~^^ time for some air n change of scenery..
n then this week..
will be the start of my cooped up life in my 3rd home..
my home away from home away from home..
douglas library.. =P

march2-enty-ith
2.06pm
hehe.. took quizzy! ~^^
candy candy candy..
*sigh.. gave up for lent ne..
but lookie what i am! ~^^

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

3.18.2004

march8teenth
8.38pm
hmm..
today average lime plays @ clark hall for the qpid fundraiser thing.
i really wanted to go..

>.<" they're super gd! ~^^
oh well..
for those of u who do go, have fun! ~^^
n dun forget to tell me all abt it! ~^^

tmr is the super semi..
the eng super semi.
all 4 yrs of engineering will be there!! =P
wahh!! sounds like so much fun!! >.<"
hehe n i get to help mui get all dressed up!
hehe it's gonna be super amts of fun! keke. =)
gonna take pix b4 they head out the door. =P
hehe. ~^^
u guys had better not forget to have enuf fun for me too!! hehe. =P
neways..

*yawn..
am so sleepy! >.<
didn't get enuf sleep last nite! >.<
maybe i could nappie n wake a lil later?
sounds gd to me! ~^^

march8teenth
12.31am
mm..
~^^ if ever feel down, p r e t t y woman is a great feel gd movie. =)
~^^ ~~mental~~ recorded note for next time =P
feel super much better now. kekeke. ~^^

today's gonna be a huge day for me! >.< *eek!
got tons of classes! argh.. >.<"
seriously.. argh.. i really dun want it to start.
lucky 9.30 class..
so can still fit a couple hrs of sleep in. ~^^
n i'm gonna be a gd gurl n study n everything.. =)
nth's gonna get in my way..
hehe..
n if sth does, i'll just watch the movie again! ~^^

opp! btw ppl! (if neone's reading this..)
pix r uploaded! ~^^
2 new albums..
=P just goto icelily 3. keke
if u guys dun have the link leave me a comment or sth with ur email n i'll email u it, kk?? ~^^
n i prolly have ur email already so just leaving a msg will work too ~^^

n what else??
hmm.. i'm gonna make this w.e the most productive ever! ~^^

n oh yeah,
happy belated st. patrick's day!!
four-leafed clovers and all. =)
take cares~~
nite..

3.15.2004

marchfifteenth
7.17pm
dear diary..
*sigh sigh..
uh oh..
scared scared..
scary convo coming..
wah!!
*shudder shudder..
should i be scared?

3.14.2004

marchfourteenth
4.34pm
mm... orange
~^^ lalala..
i ♥ full metal panic!!
wahh!! it's super gd! ~^^
happy happy =)

mmm.. cannot wait for cheesecake to properly freeze in freezer..
it's taking an awfully long time..
but now am full..
so maybe eat after samurai movie.. ~^^

if ne of u haven't seen the last samurai,
u HAFTA see it!!
it's superbly gd!! omg..
*sigh..
gd gd gd movie. =)

*yawn..
rather tired n haven't really done ne work.
so will goto library for a lil while..
but first must type up a letter to mail today.
*argh..

guess what?
i just bought 24 yogurt cups friday nite!
>.<" insane i kno..
but it was SUPER on sale!!
neways, now takes up too much space in my area of the fridge..
but i've come up with a new diet! ~^^
considering i'm putting on some weight..
if i just go on a yogurt diet, not only will it free up my refridgerator shelf..
but i'll get thinner!!
hope this works..
u think??
=|
well.. i suppose we'll find out.. =|

neways. *sigh..
try to workee now..

march4teenth
1.57am
wahhhhhhh!!
*sniff
think mite have fallen rather hard..
what i feel?
pain.. >.<"
bruises.
movement/thinking abt it hurts.
argh..
wish didn't notice..
argh.
wasn't in pain yesterdaY!!
ahh!!
i swear.. once notice that feel slight pain..
hurts even more!
lucky didn't break my back..
argh..
*hmph.
i d e s p i s e the stairs!!
horrible horrible.
*hmph

am officially hooked on kenshin!
*sigh.
n definately do not have all ep..
what to do?!?
HELP!!

what else?
ooh!!
eng super semi next friday!
ahh!! i think i wanna go!
but got dr's appt! >.<
n following w.e have prior engagement.
is rather sad.
what to do?!
*eep!
nanananana.
okies.
need sleepie.
or not wakee for church tmr! ~^^
jia-ne!

3.11.2004

march11th
7.56pm
links that mite be of interest...
go spiderman! ~^^
can't wait for it to come out!
july 2nd!!
who's up?? ~^^
http://spiderman.sonypictures.com/
www.apple.com/trailers/sony_pictures/spider-man_2/
http://www.apple.com/trailers/sony_pictures/spider-man_2/images/fullscreen_middle.mov

3.10.2004

march10th
2.27pm
my tutee will be here in a matter of minutes..
am actually just waiting for her here in douglas..
sadly the book i borrowed from the career center has been left @ home..
means that i'll hafta go back to pick it up later.
*sigh.
too bad i'm really super lazy..
neways. i g2g now..
i'm sure she's prolly here already.
nana. chao!

3.09.2004

march9th
8.05pm
nanana..
weight off shoulders!
just signed my housing lease with my new landlord today for next year. ~^^
seems like a really great guy so it's all gd. =)
n damn a lot cheaper than this yr!!
~^^ neways. am looking forward to it as well.
cuz get a pretty gd sized room..
mite be smaller than this yr's actually.
but i'm sure it'll be fine. ~^^

guess what?!?!?
viv is coming to visit me!
hehe. YAY!!!
so excited! ~^^
she'll be coming up friday nite n hanging out till sunday evening! ~^^
so excited.
n it's all gd cuz we have an extra bedroom! ~^^
hehe..
arden's the only other person who's come to visit so far. hehe.
denise!! where are u?
haha. neways. omg i so excited.
am planning some stuff already!
it's gonna be so much fun!! ~^^
opps.. g2g..

3.07.2004

march7th
9.45pm
argh..
brain feels dead..
hope essay is coming along..
i think friends who offered to help me edit are seriously going to regret it..
i dun even kno what i'm writing abt!!
>.<
i've totally lost the train of thought i had when i was writing it..
>.<
i seriously suck @ this.
i had already done most of the analyzation with my TA last week..
cuz i needed help so he brainstormed with me.
which is a super nice thing to do..
but seriously.
was having so many problems.
neways.
now feel damn tired..
lack of sleep last nite..
well.. not really so bad.
but still.
neways..

yesterday went to a martini party my friend had!
~^^ got to try many of them on the list.
tho not so sure i should have.
but i didn't get drunk.
tho i was finely buzzed.. >.<
i had 2 margaritas (strawberry, lime),
cosmopolitan,
m&m,
.5 cocopuff,
.5 classic,
blue lagoon,
and a crantini thru the course of the night..
>.<" plus tried some other ones that nem had, alex, mike etc etc..
not that great an idea i think.. =|
neways..
well that was my saturday.
apart from leaving the party midway thru n going bbl teaing with some of linh's friends n some med students.
which was interesting.
n then guess what??
today i went to help set up for the candlelighting ceremony as i had previously promised.
n met this absolutely wonderful lady!!
debra allen i think it was..
she's such a sweet lady!
was talking to her while helping out n i dunno..
was so @ ease talking to her..
not judgemental..
n such a supportive n nice person!!
definately have to talk to her more.. haha
but yeah.. that's what's been happening.

3.02.2004

march2nd
11.32am
dear diary..
*sigh..
i wasted away all yesterday!!
it's rather sad actually. >.<
=( *sniff..
well. today has so far been productive! ~^^
tho i did wakee late..
n i did miss part of class..
however.. that was mostly cuz i dumbly had a nap yesterday from 8-10.30pm..
n so when i woke i refused to go back to sleep n made myself do sth productive..
which turned out not so..
as in my effort to do my chem lab prep for today i watched everafter..
until 3am.. >.<"
however, one gd thing that came from this is that the audio connection to the dvd player seems to be working!!
contrary to my initial belief cuz when i went home for reading week it wasn't working.
cuz i had burned endless love II n was testing it out..
n low n behold i couldn't here ne sound!!
so i was v. down..
esp. after experimenting with other dvds..
n it still didn't work!!
*sigh..
maybe it was b.c some of those discs were burned??
gotta go check that out n decide if that's the reason..
it'll be sad if i can't watch burned dvds n vcds..
*sigh.. well. less procrastination??

ha.. i wish..
in my short time of giving up msn n icq n certain junk foods for lent..
i sadly have been procrastinating more..
but now with movies n soaps n sitcoms n the like..
*sigh..
only thing.. if nem n lydia's cpu's rn't on..
i can't watch!!
so *lucky me..
i think..
okie i highly doubt it's a lucky thing but hey!

neways... now i am loitering away 2 hrs..
which i think will turn out evidently unproductive..
however..
i think maybe after this entry i can go n study some phgy!
considering i suck @ the course.
isn't that sad??

cuz i mean.. i can do that or play around on cpu but there's not that much stuff to play with..
i can go on network but sadly this cpu doesn't have all the extra video codec packs for me to watch nething!

however.. i can listen to music..
which.. i believe sounds v. enticing @ this moment.

hmm. hmm..
i'm so excited for my orgo lab today!
hehe. cuz it sounds incredibly fun!!
prolly cuz i totally understand everything..
n totally kno what to expect..
yadda yadda.
can't screw up first part tho..
that'll screw everything up.
remember: chemistry is like cooking.
cannot be too perfect cuz then the results are crap.
~^^ actually.. neither really go awry often..
(do u have any idea how long it took me to get the correct spelling of that word??!?!?
what ever happened to my vocabulary skills??
*sigh.. PS. t h a n k s wnd!!)

neways..
lalalala
hmm..
okies. i think this entry is done now..
cuz nth else to ponder over..

no wait! on my way walking here saw that cute asian guy!
no.. not the orgo guy..
this other guy i aways thought was cute..
n as i saw him walk by i turned to *ahem.. check him out again..
n i saw he was looking @ me!!
yay!! pt for mi!!~^^
hehehehe.

tho i'll nvr see him again but heY!
still! rite??
=P lalalala..
oh joyous happy productive day..

time to get to work!!

3.01.2004

march1st
7.25pm
mmm..
bridget jones' diary..
such a gd movie!
i absolutely adore it!
hehe.. another dose... yes i kno. =P
but i definately enjoy watching it. ~^^

n colin firth is so cute in the movie!!
the cute lil half smile is so adorable!
not that i'm into him but hey, i finally see y gurlies think he's so cute!!
ok fine.. white gurlies think he's so cute!
haha. =P

mm.. today is definately a nice day..
*sigh..
definately comfortable.

but i got another pimple!!
Y?!?!?!
*sigh..
but my fern seems to be doing ok ~^^

n have officially decided to live with dianna, jolie, maggie n judy next yr.
=P
v exciting.
it will be enjoyable. ~^^

what else?
hmm..
past weekend was totally unfruitful..
but enjoyable..
somewhat..
tho moped abt quite well abt marks..
but other than that..
an interesting party friday nite for jolie n winnie's birthday~^^
what else?
umm.. shopping saturday afternoon after morning post lifesci undergrad opportunities..
bought new 'running' shoes n mini skirt! ~^^
n received wonderful compliment from nem that i look like a pencil in the skirt! ~^^
absolutely best comment since mom said i look thinner. ~^^
oh. n that i have nice ankles..
n that someone had told me that he liked how my bangs hanged when i was furiously trying to make them go away. hehe. ~^^
oh n that offhanded hot compliment from my friend.
tho i totally believe he didn't mean it cuz i had to push to get it outta him. hahaha
neways.. *sigh..

i haven't done an ounce of work..
truly thinking abt how i am totally clueless as to where i am heading in life and thinking abt how utterly sad that actually is..
=|

n study tactics..
does ne one have ne that they want to recommend??
*sigh

i have so much work!!
well. i suppose is time to stop procrastinating..

- engl essay -
- chem lab prep -
- micr formal lab -
- prep b4 every class -
*ouch this'll all be painful. >.<
ahh!!
get to work time..

march1st
10.47am

- | | a . r o a d . n o t . t a k e n | |-

r o b e r t . f r o s t . 1 8 7 4 – 1 9 6 3

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same, 10

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back. 15

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 20

isn't it a pretty poem??
i think it's gorgeous..
u know.. today is such a pretty day!
i wish i had woken up earlier so i could've put on my contacts so i could wear my sunglasses..
it's really too bad.

but definately nice weather. ~^^

hmm.. u really have to visit this site..
it's rather cute.. ~^^
hehe.. n i found this paper analysizing it.. =P

sigh.. i'm afraid this might be it.

time to try sth different..
haha.
we'll see.
life's supposed to be lived to the full rite?
haha. alrite.
time to take a bet huh. =)
*muah..

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