c r e a m s i c l e: 09.2003

9.23.2003

09.23.03
11.38pm
>.< fuck stupidness.
i gotta do two loads today..
of laundry.
i hate this..
stupidness. means i gotta stay up even later! >.<
argh..
damn it.. i gotta vacuum too.
just cuz i feel it needs to be done.
>.<

neways... damn.. will's got such a comfy bed! >.<
haha. went over to leo n will place today..
n finally visited his room.
it's so comfy..
>.< would've fallen asleep if it wasn't a guy's bed..
>.< not that i didn't fall asleep once on it already.. >.<
christine n i were out cold last time.
but only for like .5 hr.
so wasn't too horrible.. >.<

anyway.. so behind in class!
have so much hwk to do! >.<
really sux..
hopefully i can get enuf done today. =|

ee.. gotta clean up room so can vacuum now..

09.23.03
8.54am
fuck..
woke up so damn late this morning..
dunno what is wrong with me..
so am currently missing stats class. >.<
cuz am stupid. what've i to say?
>.<

neways wah.. i haven't written in here so long abt stuff.
haha. i haven't even published orientation dance post..

shitness,
i haven't done ne hwk since last week! >.<
no wait. sunday.. but that didn't count cuz i got myself wired on coffee just to make it to class..
hmm. think will drop by hannah's place today to see if i could buy her txtbk off her..
i think i'll end up needing that anat txtbk. >.<
if not i'll drop by UBS.
hope they still have some i guess?

neways.. had so much fun last week..
but seriously broke my study pattern. >.<

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MARK!!!
hehe. *hugs..
went to his b-day party thing
was ok. only got depressed cuz in middle realized that so many ppl i hang out with r in 4th year n that will be all alone when they grad..
hopefully will keep in touch. =)
... >.< this always happens tho...

neways... finally saw u n d e r w o r l d
it sux!!! dun go see that!
i luv vampires but i dunno.
i guess the storyline just wasn't gd enuf.
but then i did get slightly scared..
n will was laughing whole time.. >.<
apparently @ movie n partly @ me..
cuz i was squirmish in seat.. =|
n then my ass fell asleep..
n hurt so damn much until i came back..
>.<

neways. now that i missed my 8.30..
my next class is 10.30
so gotta leave here @ 10..
plus i gotta chair the AIESEC discussion meeting again tonite.
>.< @ 5.30..
think will talk abt global americanization..
(thnx so much lydia!!)
she's such a sweetie. helping me out n all.
(one of my housemates)

neways. i think i oughtta go get ready for class.
not gd if i miss this one. cuz is anatomy n is v. important to me.
=P

n then i gotta help out @ AIESEC booth..
cuz we co-organize career's day event with career services..
so we gotta have ppl @ booth helping out. =P
lalaa.. luv AIESEC.. tho i nvr kno what tuck's email's r abt..
>.< think am most clueless director on team..
=|

09.19.03
8.42am
hmm. surprizingly not as tired as i thought i'd be.
only cuz wed nite slept so much.
>.<
neways, the orientation dance turned out ok.
wasn't excessively fun.
but at some pt there was a full room.
so that was cool.
n it got better towards the end.
maybe cuz i've always been more of a slow dance person anyway?

neways. went with leo's rather large group of guys.
n two girls.
christine n some other one.
>.< tho i dun remember her name..
i have the worst memory but when u give me that many names @ one time i just won't remember.
hmm.. let's see if i can remember who i danced with at least?
haha. first was joanna..
luv her so much!! haha but i'm pretty sure we looked so lez.. haha. >.<
n then danced with leo.
he was v. drunk. but surprizingly v. stable n not tippng over..
n then ... ryan?? r-sth.. uh oh.. >.<
is ken lau's housemate..
>.< damnness forgot his name.
he was like the only white guy there.
n then danced with alex?? >.<
not sure name.. who was kinda drunk. tipsy-ish but not too wasted.
n then there was justin..
who was tipping n falling over n i could swear he needed to sit down tho he said he was ok..
n then danced with will.
n then was end of dance.

rainy, ching, ravel, derek, their group, anabelle (qccc) n some other qccc ppl, including ken n tom was there..
tho tom came with leo n us.
andrew came as well.
he's a jackass..
>.< so fucking mean last nite.
every time i see him he's mean to me.
wth? i'm not a bitch to him
but honestly, every time he has sth to say that makes my self confidence fall like a fucking brick.
honestly.. every time he says i look bad in some way.
honestly. first i'm not trying to pick him up or nething so dear goddess.. i'm not gonna go out of my way to look gd to him.
but seriously. his comments really hit home n it really hurts. >.<

9.18.2003

09.18.03
10.43pm
hmm.. wonder when will head off to orientation dance?
eee. am kinda scared of my dress.
actually, it's v. pretty..
thnx emmy!!
for lending it to me! ~^^
hmm. i have a feeling the orientation dance is going to be mostly froshies..
that'll be depressing.
>.<
oh well..
maybe hot guys??
haha.. >.<

neways, was totally burnt out yesterday from class n clubs nite.
i feel so bad b.c tuesday i devoted to the aiesec general meeting..
n then i stayed @ the aiesec booth for a lil bit.
n then wednesday i was @ the generasians booth..
>.< was so damn tired!! >.<
n so burnt out i slept @ 10.30!!
>.< i nvr sleep that early.
neways. this morning woke up not feeling all that great. >.<
unfortunately.
but reason feel bad is b.c of QCDS.
>.< i didn't really help out for the booth @ all.
i stayed there for like .5 hr max.
>.<
neways.. i dunno if can handle so many clubs.
>.<
i got a 6.0 credit course load.
n of them includes orgo, eng, anat n psyc..
damn large amts of reading n studying..
>.< even have orgo saturdays!! >.<
wtf?? >.<

neways.. i'm @ leo's house..
n him n some guys are out in front predrinking...
haha. apparently to get a buzz..
whatever they want. i dun care.
i dun drink..
or @ least i dun wanna tonite.
>.<
plus i got class tmr morning @ 9.30am
guess what??
christine is coming tonite also! ~^^
so happy hehe.
>.< some 'poon'
cuz going to be one of few girls in group tonite.
actually..
wasn't planning to go..
but leo had extra ticket n asked me to go.
plus since i luv dances n semi's n the like so i was like, alrite.
>.<
too bad kev can't come..
he was thinking abt it earlier today.
but i guess turned out a no..
oh well. it's all gd.
he will prolly come to next one apparently. ~^^

i finally finished watching finding nemo earlier today!!
was a super gd movie!!
luv pixar.
mmm... luv daria..
hehe. she's so cute!!
luv her forgetfulness..
haha..

so lucky generasians cancelled the meeting for tonite.
cuz was feeling sickish earlier today.
but all gd now.
feeling a lot better.
hopefully i dun hafta leave from dance earlier than usual.
neways. gonna go n meet some ppl n pick up christine now.. ~^^

9.17.2003

09.17.03
3.52pm
it's such a nice day today!! ~^^
have clubs nite tonite. >.<
so much stuff to do.
n have to drop by disabilities n services or whatever.
cuz am volunteering to do notetaking for a disabled person in my phgy class.

shitness.
clubs nite. need to shower
gotta go!

9.15.2003

09.15.03
8.31pm
i gotta go shower soon.
damnness today was hot..
>.< dunno what is going on with weather but swear heat stroke. >.<
almost neway.
had a great time in anatomy today. ~^^
as usual it seems.
cuz gotta see another cadaver.
=) v. cool.

the meds have dissected more of it this time.
so can look @ heart n other such parts
there are some really depressing keeners in our class.
disgusts me.
how think they kno all.
tho i guess maybe they do.
who am i to judge rite?

neways, i think i'll wind up buying that anatomy txtbk in the end. think will give that gurl a call this time.
n offer $40 for it.
hopefully will be ok.
i gotta check emails today too.
not v. productive either.
only b.c of heat distracted me.
n haven't done much.

anyway.
made banana muffins today!!
success.
plus got pix.
haha. honestly
must be only ppl to take pix with muffins but it's all in gd fun.
haha. >.<
though i looked like shit when the pix were taken.
i wonder how they'll turn out?
forgot the damn disk for the cpu for pix.
so now cannot upload.
dunno what to do.
oh well. next time go home i guess.

n found my printer cables!!
so happy now.
i need to print stats notes b4 goto class tmr.
>.<
8.30 stirling.
piss me off..
whatever.

think will drop psyc 240 tho
not b.c dun like class.
more b.c i cannot do so many things i dun think.
neway. i gotta drop by friday.
will drop the course tmr.
=P

think will get a part time job.
just cuz i want money.
haha. so i can spend like mad.
or sth like that.
hopefully neway.
damn osap wouldn't give me ne.
=|
still gonna apply for that silly bursary neway tho.

what else?
shitness.
i got tons to do.
will go shower now.
yay is raining! hopefully less hot tmr.
i cannot take heat.
rather it be cold.
winter is pretty neway.
well, that's the end of that!
outta here.

9.14.2003

09.14.03
11.46pm
am back in kingston.
is ok so far.
brought tons of food back. which reminds me. i should go pack everything properly to freeze certain amts.
i got too much food..
or more like too much meat.
n the watermelon water leaked..
mm.. hehe. melons r really fun to eat.

damn it.. stupid cd i exchanged j chow for doesn't work.
stupid store is shit.
2nd time. i think i gotta go ask for refund.

damn it. i have to finish my anat lab prep.
i can't multitask everything that well..

9.12.2003

09.12.03
omg!! thankyou so much!!!
we finally have internet now!!
damn it.. was disconnected from society for the longest time!!
so happy now..
n going home today.
cuz grandmother's 81st birthday.
~^^ n lunch with leo n i guess his friends sat afternoon hopefully..

argh!! i lost my printer cables!!
>.< i hope i just left them @ home in one of the boxes.
>.< cuz otherwise the printer is utterly useless..
pls st. anthony..

what else??
damn hot in kingston..
what is with the weather!
freezing in morning n melting in afternoon..
anyway, was full moon festival yesterday! ~^^
>.< forgot to eat my moon cake. think will bring on bus.
i have to pack..
must be @ JDUC by 2.30
so leave here by 2.00pm
hehe. hmm.. what must bring n pack??
neways. gonna go now. too many things to write abt. hehe.

fuck hope dun fail this year.. 6.0 damn credits..
3 exec positions.
1 class rep so far.
anyway, i'm out.
~^^

9.04.2003

09.04.03
9.34am
shit i'm so tired.. >.<
n only i would wake up @ 8.30-ish in morning after going to sleep @ like 2am..
damn...

neways. whatever. i had to wake up neway.
supposed to meet cathy for lunch today.
n then there's also meeting with len len n caroline tonite..
cuz haven't seen len in ages!!
caroline i just saw last nite.
damn so fuking tired.
>.<
but cannot go back to sleep cuz sun's too bright plus i already woke up.

neways, went to sing k yesterday! ~^^
with franco, will (haven't seen in so long!), caroline and mark!!
so much fun!! haha.
i have a horrible voice tho.. >.<
but dang.. franco got a gd voice..
wooo! haha. >.<
n i started losing my voice @ then end of the nite!
>.< so sucked..
but is ok cuz will n i did a really gd duet together.
~^^ summer lovin' from grease!!
damn.. i thought it was olivia newton john singing @ the same time but turns out we had it in k mode..
(cuz i lost my voice for a line n no singing. >.<)
so i was only one singing female parts
could've fooled me.

but seriously, for other songs i sound like shit.
whatever.
haha. lucky no guys for me to impress that nite. haha.
prolly would've been scared away.
>.< =P

ooh!! i just got a call from a distant aunt
apparently my cousin's starting first year @ queens as well.
>.< sounds so familiar.
but for sure this time it's not to pick me up..
haha. >.<
wouldn't it be odd if figer turned out to be a cousin as well?? >.<
actually. that just sounds scary.
neways, his name is dominic chan...
neone?? tho he just came from hk..
neways. he's in engineering n apparently did the traditional spray paint in hair.
haha. >.< oh dear..
lots of eng friends did it last year..
took them ages to get it out! >.<
poor guys..
>.<

guess what?? onevo1ce is coming out with a new album!!
miss them so much!! they disappeared for the longest time! >.<
still remember 'always on my mind'.. mmm. such gd song!
neways, new album called 'luvin u'
n currently in luv with a new song called 'any place any time'..
damn.. i just have the clip on repeat..
but soon coming out in sept.
~^^ so excited!
really want the cd.
=)
oh.. here's the clip
hehe tell me if u like it. haha. =P
mmm... so gd..

i looked on the scale again this morning!!..
somehow.. even tho i ate too much last nite..
i weigh less than i did just a couple days ago!!
~^^ so happy!! hehe.
metabolism is back!! haha. >.<
damn but seriously..
went to this vietnamese restaurant n i ordered a large just b.c everyone said gd idea.
dang.. i ate too much..
cuz i wanted jalapenos on the side.
so hot!! >.<
but tasted gd. ~^^
but seriously.
ate so much i felt like i should bend backwards..
>.<
i'm an idiot.
plus the manager guy served us.
n promised me free spring rolls next time!! ~^^
>.<
n no monica, was not FLIRTING with the guy
i just have a quick tongue. >.<
hope doesn't get me in trouble ne time soon..

neways, hope ur mom isn't pissed nemore.
better not call me so can take some bitching.
cuz honestly had enuf last nite.
but seriously, next time use my name as a cover..
u'd better tell me ahead of time.
cuz it'll just blow away like last nite again.
n ur friend is dumb for lying abt how u @ p-mall.
honestly.

neways, whatever it's over.
seriously tho. dun want that to happen again. >.<
if u need to get out of house just tell her u @ park cuz other friend meeting u there first.
wouldn't that be easier??
neways, hope u didn't get yelled @ upon returning home..
n damn those houses on post r huge.
but wouldn't it be scary??
cuz not many ppl in such big place?
n so dark last nite couldn't see nething.
>.<

neways, oh.. b4 i forget..
here mark! ~^^
candy lo song
the same one on my page.
emm..
just right click n save target..
hope it's not deactivated for this page.
>.<
well, lemme try.. n if u have problems just contact me.
k?
great.
alrite me out.

9.02.2003

09.02.03
2.45pm
damn!!!
stupid cpu froze!
so lost my whole post!
damned thing. i wrote it since 11.49
n was almost done!!
basically all i wrote abt was yesterday meeting up with friend since sk in scar.
bought things.
spent lots of $$$
now broke >.<..
i dun feel like writing everything over again so that's just too bad.
going to go off now.. stupidness.
>.< waste of time..

9.01.2003

09.01.03
1.28am
came back from work not too long ago..
getting to kno ppl a lot better there. =)
v. happy cuz now have a cute lil group that i kinda hang with..
v. nice ppl. n easy going n get along well. =)
only thing is..
learned a lot of ppl's ages today.
so many older than me!
didn't really realize..
however.. not like feel like big gap.
doesn't matter. =P
just was surprizing that assistant manager only 22..
she's actually getting married this sat..
so young! >.<
whatever, same day i am going back to queens.

yay!! work buddies planning to get together n go out sometime this week b4 i head back to queens. =)
sounds like will be a fun time! ~^^
even if there's only the 4 of us. =P
or maybe some others will come out too..??
wah..
will miss them when i go back to queens.

life seems to be looking up again! ~^^
so happy. =P
i dunno.. but things have been clearer since midland i think.
or somewhere around there.
=)

neways, i think i ought to get some sleep.
mmm.. treated myself to a cheesecake wrap after work today. =P
b.c am not off n officially on inactive list. =P
therefore kinda like last day of work.
mmm. was so gd!! ~^^
plus when came home turns out family had bbq for dinner.
damn gd wings...
plus had butter tarts!!
mmm. so many sweets today..
shit will gain some calories today.
>.< eee..
oh well.
going to sleep..

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