c r e a m s i c l e: 12.2003

12.25.2003

decembertwenty-5th
4.07pm
it's christmas!!
=P
so wish u all a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
=)
unfortunately there's no snow..
so i'm a lil disappointed..
>.< cuz i always liked white christmas'

neways.. ~^^ godmother n sisters dropped by. ~^^
mmm.. sponge cake.. =P
my godmother's sponge cake is the best!!~^^
=P

mmm. it's actually quite pretty outside..
cuz it's nice n green..
feels like a spring morning..
only it's a winter afternoon. >.<

*sigh.. i'm tired..
*sniff..
saw my marks just a lil while ago..
so said.. >.<
only two marks are up..
but i didn't do so well..
>.< =(
so scared!!
hafta do uber well this upcoming term..
n i'm really worried..
*sigh..
how'd i end up like this ne?
>.< neways. maybe. i will try to sooth myself..
ff8?
>.< yes.. i kno..
i am STILL not done..
it's sad..
how many yrs has it been?
=|

12.22.2003

december22th
10.48am
it's been a week since i've come back!!
well. not quite yet..
off by almost 12 hrs. >.<
but i've been to stc how many times?? within 6 days, i've gone to stc 3 times!
i seriously need a life..
>.< it's only cuz i met nem there..
to shop with her b4 her flight to austrailia!!... >.<
so jealous!!
=P.. n then went again for LOTR ~^^
=) such a gd movie!
~~orlando is HOT!!~~
correction..: legolas is HOT!!
=) ~^^
(cuz orlando w/o long blonde hair isn't hot... *sigh)
ahh! i'm gonna get beaten for that statement..
well. i've yet to watch pirates of the carribean..
is he hot there?!?? ~^^
neone? =P

neways. back to stc..
i went again to shop n get my b-day ring refitted.
stupid place said i had to come back later. >.< *hmph..
neways. what else has happened since?..
went to afterlife this past thurs..
with jolie, arden n their friends. =P
first time to a club in TO..
esp an asian one..
=P i thought it was a lotta fun ~^^
n bumped into so many ba ppl!!
tho some ppl's name dun remember. >.<
n queens ppl were there too.

what else..

went to a birthday christmas thing for my godsisters =)
they such sweeties. =P
but there was a bitch there..
she was from my parish.
but she doesn't go nemore.
but that's besides the pt.
she's mean..
*ai..
whatever..
she's actually the fiancee of my godsister's cousin..
>.< so gonna see her @ least once a year it'll seem.. >.<
n she apparently was the girl who was after him for the longest time..
well.. she got him.
i can grant her that.
but neways.. none of my business..
>.< =P

neways. now today i am bored..
maybe goto another mall today..
so long as not stc~!!! >.<
neways... i'm out.

12.17.2003

december17th
5.42pm
after life nite club tmr nite!
neone else??
meet us there.
we be dere around 10pm.
gotta figure out what to wear..
being damn cold as it is lately.

met up with nem @ stc today! ~^^
finished last minute thingys. =P
n thnx so much for the b-day present! ~^^
hehe. i really like!
n'll come so in handy tmr nite! =P

ahh! how i envy the gurlie.
she's goin to austrailia! >.<
i wanna go with u!!
but then i'm not one who's really up for tanning..
cuz i burn way too easily. >.<
but the weather.. *sigh =P
u had better bring me pix!
n a lil vial of sand.
n a souvenier! dun u forget! =P

argh. i still haven't finished unpacking!
the hell.. >.<
y do things like this take me forever?!?!
>.<
everything is still in bags n the suitcase, etc.
hmm neways.. think gonna relax..
lounge..
do nails!! ~^^
chao!

12.16.2003

december16th
9.37am
wahh!! ~^^
so happy!! <3<3<3!!
am home finally ne! ~^^
wahh...
such a long time since i've come back. =P
definately so comforting. =P

yesterday had so much fun!!! ~^^
THANKS ARDEN!!
=) he was such a sweetie!
to come all the way from sauga to visit!
n drive me home n all too!!
such a sweet guy.
haha. n had to deal with my insanity..
my packing..
my craziness.. >.<
had so much fun wandering princess!!
omg. the snow we had was killer!
haha. i was dropping off lil things for my friends just b4 i left..
so arden was doing my errands with me.
n when i had to drop sth off @ maha's house..
omg..
only two tracks were visible..
n it was like playing those obstacle course things..
where u hafta go as fast as u can thru car tires?
haha. >.< prolly dunno what i'm talking abt.. >.<
but it was so hard!!
>.< and then we went shopping/walking princess.
n by time got home.. my pants were disgusting on the bottom!!
>.<

but seriously..
thnx arden. =P
it was the most fun i've had in a long time. ~^^ =)
n thnx for the convo on our super long ride back.
=) n thanks for understanding.
n listening to me blabber.. =P
it really means a lot to have u as a friend. ~^^

guess what?!?
going to a semi thurs nite! ~^^
so excited!
haven't found nething to wear yet..
n i still gotta tell my rents.
but hopefully it'll all be gd. ~^^
mm. so excited!
i finally get to go out! ~^^
stupid exams..
*ai..
i've learned that the most wonderful feeling is when u go into an exam..
open the paper.. n realize u've seen it all b4..
n that u understand everything.
n that if only u could write n read faster that u could finish it in no time @ all..
=)
but likewise..
i learned that the worse feeling..
is going into an exam the next day..
after studying hard for it.
and opening the pages.
and realizing that you have blanked out.
and know nothing at all.
n then everything seems to fall..
because it's like it was all for nothing.
and every one mad scribbling next to u..

well.. @ least i wasn't the only one who felt that stats was difficult..
let's just hope i pass ne?

*sigh..
so glad am home..
it's so comforting here.
i'm finally where i belong..
after going thru so much for so long.
it's like i nvr left..
~^^

haha. i'm prolly ranting like crazy.
>.<

mm. it's so gd to be back.
=P
i will forever and always be attached to this place.

and i'll always believe...
so pls help me. =)

12.10.2003

december10th
1.25am
*sniff..
failed my phgy final this morning..
>.< fuk was super hard..
so sad..
well. is my fault entirely.
screwed up majorly beginning of the term..
>.< fuked midterms..
n now tho try to catch up.
i hafta study more for orgo.
so i forfeited my phgy.
>.< ahh! >.<
however.. a lotta ppl say they didn't do great either.
but is not comforting...
cuz they all mad studied more than me. >.<

well.. seems like am coming along with orgo so i'm happy.
cuz had major review session with jolie n annie today ~^^
the new orgo posse..
haha. first we were the 215 posse..
with winnie.
now is orgo..
tho winnie isn't part of.
haha is funny but we even took pix today!
>.< of study session
only cuz jolie wanted to finish her role so could go get developed. >.<
it's retarded.
when developed will see that the blackboard was mad covered in chalk scribbles..
mostly mine cuz was mad doing hwk problems to prep for exam.
>.<
tmr gotta study some stats too! >.<
so freaked out!!
neways.. now that mention..
oughtta goto sleep.
>.< nite nite!!

12.08.2003

december8th
12.51pm
omg..
so loud ne..
>.< i'm in bain cpu lab n they are so loud..
sth abt angade n norgade??
i dunno even if i'm spelling wrong!!
>.< argh.. i need to cram mad amt of phgy in my brain today.
only day to study for phgy..
n then exam tmr morning @ 9am..
n then mad orgo..
i was hoping to finish phgy asap so i can do some stats to tonite..

mike n i made a mini sched.
we are up in morning @ 8am n on campus by 8.30-9am-ish..
n then leave @ around 10.30pm
so can get the full 8hrs of sleep..
n study mad.
but damnness.
see... studying @ nite in bain it's quiet.
tho they seemed to have calmed down now..

u kno what i realized? the white guy's voice reminds me of my chem teacher back in hs.
sounds slightly like vanginnekin.
>.< i think i sp'd
lemme check the ba website.
damn stupid website.
cannot find a thing.
however.. i did find this alumni list..
i'm gonna add myself! ~^^
asap after exams.. *ai
okies. back to studying.

damnness... mike says i sp'd angade n norgade wrong..
here, lemme just let him type it here..
AND gate, OR gate, NOT gate, XOR gate, XNOR gate, NAND gate, NOR gate.......
>.< i am bad @ spelling..
n woah! there are so many! >.<
>.< okies. must cut off..
neways..
i'm out!
wish me luck with exams!

12.07.2003

december7th
7.35pm
*finally*
yes. i've no life..
but y wasn't blogger working this morning?
the server was down again! >.<
ah! i cannot live w.o!!
haha. >.<
cuz w.o this i'd nvr be able to vent or just babble! >.<
seriously..
who'd want to take the place of blogger n listen to me complain n talk abt all the lil minute things that are seemingly major in my life??
haha. >.< ok.. i'll stop this ranting.

anyways.. yay!!!
i got friendster!!!
ok.. >.< yah.. kinda embarassing since it was only just less than 3 weeks ago that i had told arden i'd nvr get it.
but see.. i justify it b.c i didn't get an acct to pick up someone/get picked up.
rather to find ppl from hs n grade school again!
also.. like i said in an earlier blog thingy..
i really do believe that 6 degrees of separation thing..
cuz i randomly found that my cuz (whom i haven't seen in such a long time)'s bf is gd friends with this guy i randomly met back in spring term... neways..
ok. enuf of that.
i'm not making any sense...
neways, so far i haven't really found everyone from hs yet.
but i have found a lotta ppl.
is really odd but just from 2 ppl i had already had 'a network' of 90000+ ppl..
but now that i have 16.. i dun have too many more!..
what.. like 120000 approx?
hmm..
maybe that 6 degrees of separation thing is kicking in.
i dunno actually.
but is rather interesting.

well neways. am getting back in touch w. ppl now.
which is pretty cool
(cuz i rarely go on icq now..)
cuz my silly cpu cannot seem to take icq, msn, IE n all those anti virus things n media player all @ same time..
>.< is sad. i kno..
it screwed up last yr.. n now am scared.
it's my life line..
my poor laptop.. >.<
=(
leo said was lack of ram..
he's prolly rite..
>.<
i should get more ram this holiday season..
maybe they are on sale??

btw.. does ne one kno the max no. of msn contacts one can have??
i think i've reached the limit n i've just had the stupid thing for a year!!
so neways.. i cannot add an old friend..
maybe it's just temporarily screwed.
will find out after exams..
back to orgo!

12.05.2003

december5th
6.32pm
wahh!! >.<
going to fail..
still haven't studied ne orgo..
i cannot study @ home it seems..
now i am effectively wasting away a whole day! >.<
well.. @ least my room is clean..
n i've done laundry..
>.<
ahh! this is horrible..
y ne?
>.<
i gotta start to study..
cannot concentrate..

december5th
3.44pm
*special post* !!
for my cuzzie.. =P
here's the song u wanted~!!
(sry kept forgetting!)

the song playing on this page is (盧巧音) candy lo's |三角誌|
(if u right click |三角誌| above and choose save target..
u can dl the song ~^^)

others feel free to dl.
=) one of fav songs so yeah.. =P

if u want lyrics.. u can find them @ www.coolmanmusic.com
n for convenience..
here's the link to those specific lyrics.. http://www.coolmanmusic.com/female/candy/candy200345.html

okies?
enjoy! =)

.. back to cleaning room.. ahh! such a mess.. =|

december5th
3.24pm
wahh! >.<
is so late in day n i haven't done ne work!
>.< n my room is such a damn mess!!
y?!?!?
i'm barely in my room now! >.<
i only come back to sleep n cook sometimes.
n shower..
which means i'm barely here!
12+ hrs i spend on campus! >.<
the hell..
maybe i am just messy.
as liane puts it..
'your room exploded'
>.< wahH!!
is taking me too long to clean it!
plus is stuffy..
so opened the window..
n now it is freezing in here.
*ai..
so sad..
>.< n my fern is still dying! >.<
maybe it needs to spend more time with me..
?? could that be it?
i'll study with it today then.
esp since i dun intend on leaving the house today.
=)
so here's the plan.
hang laundry
finish cleaning room..
vacuum..
grab everything to basement.
n study! ~^^
=) sounds like gd plan to me..
=P
this way no leave house.
but'll still get things done~!
today is orgo tho..
*ai.. still not started!
>.<

guess what!??!
on the 27th old friends from ward (the hs) are throwing party!
super excited. hehe
=)
haven't seen them since gr 11 or so.
cuz went to diff hs n was just totally busy.
but is like reunion! ~^^
it's gonna be great! hehe
=)

n tmr is nem's birthday!!
go baby!! hehe
the gurlie turns 19~!
=) so gonna go for sushi i think..
not too sure..
or was it tango?
argh. i dun remember
i got such a bad memory.
well regardless..
if just the two of us goto sushi after manicure..
i still gotta find my JRQ membership.
wth did i put that thing??
>.< i must've thrown it around too much.
cuz cannot find..
=|
gotta go search for it.
>.<
while cleaning it outta pop up.
=) yaya!
opp.. and one more thing..
charge the digital batteries.
otherwise won't be able to take pix tmr..
stupidness.. y takes 15 hrs?
who the hell came up with that?
>.<
neways. okies. lemme find.. =|

12.04.2003

december4th
10.49am
ahH! it's so late into the day already! >.<
this is horrible..
i keep loitering..
hmm. i think i ought to go pick up some groceries or sth..
n some bathroom supplies. =)

12.01.2003

december1st
7.02pm
mm... ice cream..
wahh!! ~^^
makes me happy again.

stupid anat practical..
y the hell'd he cut off all those stupid superficial muscles on that one stupid one? nth to orient with..
n then stupid brainstem..
the hell..
i didn't kno i had to memorize which cranial nerve was which exact filament-like projection!!
so mad now..
damnness..
*hmph

mmm.. ice cream..

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