c r e a m s i c l e: 08.2003

8.30.2003

08.30.03
10.25pm
wahh!!! went to midland today..
was a nice car ride..
really nice scenery..
tho we got lost.. >.<
neways.. now all safe n back @ home. ~^^

ahh!! have to write this.
so yesterday at work
i got this really cute guy @ one of my tables! ~^^
so adorable!!
see, generally not interested really in white guys rite.
dun ask me y i really dunno.
not that i'm racist.. just generally like asians..
>.< neways...
he had the nicest eyes!!
they were grey!!~^^
plus he was wearing this grey turtleneck n just had this really hypnotic gaze type thing..
>.< ahh!!! was so cute..
plus he seemed like such a nice guy!!
needless to say. i was pathetic.
didn't really talk to him @ all. just take his order, etc etc..
neways, everytime i walked by, i'd always see him looking @ me..
so then i just got scared away. >.<
n then i told my friend jess that he was cute n she was going to go up to there table to get his contact for me!
neways, in an effort to stop her i ended up creating a commotion in the back..
n had everyone walking by my table 'inconspicuously'.. to take @ look @ him!
it was so embarassing b.c i think he prolly heard! >.<
plus v. obvious when so many ppl do that.
>.< argh. neways, when he left,
jess ran all the way to the front door n asked me if i wanted her to run after them to get his contact..
n i was indecisive. should've just said yes. >.<
damn it. plus he was cute. >.<
oh well, now lost my chance.
too bad.
pls lemme encounter him again!! >.<
haha. obsessive..

*shit.. i am so fat..
fuck.. from front i dun look that big..
except for my damn shoulders..
but from side profile i tell u,
i look like a blimp!! >.<
how DO u get thin??
i dunno..
damnness.
have to find shirts that hide my fat..
>.<
tho i have already lost weight or so the stupid scale says.
but seriously? i can't tell at all!! >.<
what's with that?
maybe the scale's busted..
but then my mom says i've lost weight.
i really hope so.
damnness..
i should go back on my diet plan.

shit.. i wonder how em is doing??
hope everything is ok with her..

seoyoung is back in kingston!! ~^^
luv her to death!!
hope everything is ok with her.
hehe. >.<

neways, i hope i dun get lost in scarborough monday.. >..< i better get myself a map or sth..
neways, i need sleep..

8.27.2003

08.27.03
10.07pm
oh fuck.
shit!!!!
em is going back to kingston on 29th!!
but i am going back 6th!
b.c i have work n i just can't be back for that date!
n i just found out now!
but i have her keys!
n there's no way i can just suddenly get there!!
shit!
help!! >.<

this day is crap.
=( so many things happening all @ once!
y?
>.<
so depressed.
fuck..
i think should go try n contact other housemates.
this had better work.

u dunno how much i regret going to QUEENS..

08.27.03
11.53am
it's such a nice day today! ~^^
♥ |mars| ♥ is supposed to come the closest to earth today~! ~^^
it's my favorite planet!! keke.
... >.<
stupidness.. just found out it was closest this morning @ 5.51 am..
that is silly..
i missed it! >.<
but then i looked up yesterday @ like 1am.. n didn't see it..
or maybe i did but i couldn't tell that it was mars..
cuz i saw a really bright star to the south..
n it's supposed the be the 3rd brightest thing in the sky..
moon, venus n then mars..
but what abt the north star??
>.< omg i kno nth abt astronomy..
>.< eee...

it's supposed to be closest in 60,000yrs..
55.8 million km away.

>.< was just talking to friend..
n i think we did see mars last nite...
it's supposed to be in the south-eastern sky..
n v. bright..
so maybe.. ?? >.<
mind u.. i didn't see the moon last nite..
was i just blind??
or maybe behind some houses or sth.

haha. remember the last time was out @ nite looking @ sky was during blackout..
didn't kno moon was THAT bright!!
n time b4 that was leonid meteor shower back last winter..
my floormates, friends n i were out all nite looking for them by the lake!!
i only saw one!! >.<
haha the bunch of us were singing carols.. >.<

haha.. now that i think abt it.. queens isn't that bad..
queens itself was nvr the problem tho..
it was always kingston..
it's just really quiet there..
like nth is moving..
or changing for the better..
always @ a stand still.
so when i go back home i feel like time was frozen for me while in kingston.
like i haven't improved..
yet everyone else has.
like i was left behind!
>.< i hate slowness.
there's no life in kingston but for the students.
n that gets boring.
no offense but there's no where to go while u're there.
it's just v. bland..
i dun wanna fall behind.
i dun like coming back to TO n finding that all the christmas decorations r all up n i've been totally unaffected.
so stupid..
so cut from society!
plus i've always been one to be on top of things.
n i like the city,
the movement..
the bustle..
damn sheltered kingston..
u kno.. it's like i'm being drained when i'm there.
n eventually i'm going to stop..
>.< it's horrible..
haha. as if neone (if neone is) reading this knows wtf i'm talking abt..
haha. i think aud does..
but that's abt it.
>.< so depressing..
whatever.
neways...

guess what?!?!
my aunt is asking me to goto quebec again!
next week..
wed-fri
rite b4 i head off to queens again.
am thinking whether to go..
actually.. more like i want to go..
but then parents dun seem to approve b.c i'm not ready for queens yet.

>.< well.. i gotta pack.. n clean up..
just see how much i can do today! ~^^

plus i went to IKEA yesterday n got a new mattress! ~^^
n since most furniture is already there. i gotta bring two tables, my shelf..
clothes.. ~♥
books, stationary refills..
bags n that's abt it!!
~^^ it won't be too bad.. just find some boxes..
throw some stuff in.. i guess i could clean up n then start packing.
=) all for the best.

guess what?? went to louis' birthday party yesterday~^^
n met up with more old hs friends. =P
gretgret wong, tim, lorita, her bf, winnie, bernard, matthew, monica, vic, franco, nick, richard..
new person was isaac..
really nice guy! was new to ba for oac this past yr so no wonder didn't kno him
but really nice guy!
haha was teaching him how to play mj! ~^^
n sang k
n watched jonny english.

too bad didn't bring camera so caught no pictures..

damn this post is long.

8.25.2003

08.25.03
11.06pm
eee.. woke up this morning with aching eyes! >.<
cuz i stupidly fell asleep after my shower with my hard con still in my eyes..
>.< woke up in middle of the nite n was like.. "wtf? why is everything so clear??"
took them out of course.. when i realized they were still in my eyes.
but damn.. my eyes are tired..
even now.. tho recovered quit a bit..
still..

neways, went on my trip to quebec with family! ~^^
had lots of fun.
nice scenery!!
got lots of pix..
but many am not allowed to post so there are only 5 up.
>.< sry guys! u kno i luv u.
i'll send them to u if u like.

neways, first went all the way to chateau du charlevoix..
so damn far!!
but had such pretty scenery!!
n had hot springs!! but they were fake ones.
though they seemed real apparently.
nvr been to real ones so dunno.
but all three had different temp just like real ones.
or so tour guide said
n the st. lawrence river @ that part had salt water!!
so there were whales!!
damnness tho..
i missed seeing them!!
we got there late (so saw nth) but in morning i missed them
cuz am such a sleepy-head in morning
there were apparently baby ones playing in the water!!
>.< my dad caught them on video..
hehe. so just have to find the rite part.
keke
whales are so cute!!!

neways, after went to mont memorency falls.
(i think i spelled that wrong?!?)
turns out went there back in gr 8 on grad trip! ~^^
neways, apparently queen victoria II went there on holidays really often when child..
since father owned the big house @ the top of the mountain near the head of the falls
but it's nth really much to see..
not like niagara..
apparently best in winter when freezes over n looks like big crystal
since water still runs down but outer water freezes over..
so all shiny!!
=P must be pretty..

neways, then went to old quebec city
rue du champlain??
i think that's where we were wandering most of the time.
=P n took some more pics.
wandered..
went to the old cathedral..
n then went to mont tremblant!!
wahh!! is so pretty there!!
the lil village that they had!!
i didn't get too many pics of village but i did post one.
isn't it cute how the houses/buildings are all different colors? =P
n when u went on the lift to the top of the village/bottom of village,
u could see the river..
n some hills
n look down @ the lil village..
it was so pretty!!
n they had two concert stages..
where two bands alternated preformances.. ~^^
n line dancing.. tho i went inside..
i also missed some parade.
i dunno.. i was tired!! >.<
oh well.. doesn't matter.
n then went to the montreal botanical garden in the morning
it's super big!! ~^^
apparantly 2nd biggest botanical garden in world!!
largest one is in england..
that means is largest botanical garden in america! ~^^

hehe the chinese garden was the prettiest..
recreation of emporer zhao(??)'s garden
i think..
dun remember..

i was really disappointed with the japanese garden..
didn't have much..
is depressing

neways then went shopping down st. catherines!!
haha, was like deja vu since alex brought me around to shop last time when visited her
but this time the things i was looking @ b4 were on sale. =P

neways, that was basically my trip..
omg i wrote a lot.
>.< doesn't matter.
not many ppl read this neways.
more for my own reading =P
neways..
am tired..
nite!

8.21.2003

08.21.03
9.45pm
>.< so tired.
i just went jogging.. >..<

8.18.2003

08.18.03
2.35pm
>.< was so bored so guess what?!?!
took some quizzes online! ~^^
hehe, wanna see results?
of course u do! keke.
slightly hyper..
yes i already kno that.
n dun ask y.
b.c i dunno y either.
~^^ but neways,
i posted almost the exact same post on aa just like 2 minutes ago! hehe
eee.
takes to long to rethink abt what am trying to say when already said it prefect the first time.
=P
hehe. neways. lookie!!
here are the results!!

n to all u gurlies out dere.
when u bored too,
click on the picture to take that quiz.
kk?? ~^^
i'll waste some time for u. keke

tho i wanted to be a 'goddess' but hey, that's not what i got so whatever.
plus i already did that quiz twice.
>.< i only changed the one question i was iffy abt n see what happened?
i got t w o results!
whatever.

08.18.03
12.24pm
>.< wahh!!
cannot goto the EX today either!
>.< stupidness..
doesn't open until noon tmr.
plus even then the rides dun open until 2.00pm
argh..
plus i cannot go tmr!!
since i have work @ nite.
>.< so pissed off.
my plans keep getting screwed.
whatever.

well.. @ least no work for today! ~^^

happy belated birthday KITTY!!
sry sweetie!
i couldn't make it to your party.. =(
couldn't get off work ne earlier..
i actually got stuck until closing even tho i was split-shift staff! >.<
so pissed off.
n gave me an extra long duty @ the end too! >.<
they are trying to work me to death.. =|
anyways, it's all gd b.c finished
plus i had a gd duty partner for the nite. =)
yay christina! ~^^

>.< my plans for this week are kinda slowly falling apart..
stupid stupid outage..

oh well, whatever, not that i didn't try..

this year is just a mess..
first there was SARS n had state of emergency..
now, biggest power outage e v e r n returned to another state of emergency..
ha. what fun. >.<
this year is rather interesting.
tho not that great for business.
our economy is rather down.
but @ least the loonie is going up.
tho it's still not up there.

today is such a nice day tho..
~^^

fuck..
i'm damn bored..
maybe will go change aa layout?
or make a new one? even better i think.
damn rite.
k

8.16.2003

08.16.03
1.58pm
guess what?!? i've started a new aa page!! ~^^
no wait... i mite've wrote that in here already. >.<
well regardless.. if u have time visit! ~^^
my acct is scented_candle, okes? ~^^
go visit n sign the guestbook! ~^^
>.< if u have an acct.. >.<

neways, work sucked today. >.<
only stayed for 2 hrs..
b.c they couldn't open for lunch.. haha
blackout so now no food. >.<
i'm warning u guys. dun go there. >.<
not until like @ earliest next week..
until they get everything up n running.
everything is spoilt!
i dunno how they opened yesterday nite..
if neone got sick.. they can get sued.. haha.
stupidness.. honestly. u can't do service if ur quality just went down the drain!!
neways, the vegetables are still gd..
oh n the cookies n mints..
haha. if u want ne of those.
other than that.. well, i'm sure some of the dough is alrite.
oh. haha. n the alcohol is fine.
nth happened with that.

oh well, least i got paid for the two hrs.
damness.. what is there to do today?

want to go out but not much happening huh.
n with blackout ppl just want to be stable b4 going out again.
damn..

summer's almost over! >.<
n i haven't finished my list of things to do!
eee.. haven't met up with everyone yet.
plus have not studied orgo.
>.< hmm. should i quit my job or should i just keep it for the w.e's?
i'm still contemplating.
maybe i can find a job in kingston.

going to monte tremblanc this w.e!!
so excited!!
since have never been there b4.
apparently really pretty.
n hot springs!! ~^^ ♥
hehe.. prolly going to be the best part.

hope i can find that kevin chiu person who is working tmr.
>.< wonder if is kev from hs?
doubt it.
anyway, going to ask to switch shifts with him
since cannot work sunday if out of town.
hope it works!
otherwise brett'll take my shift.
thnx sweetie!! hehe
so nice. have a backup plan! ~^^

guess what? my aunt from hk is coming to visit in sept! ~^^
>.< damnness.. i am going to be back in queens..
>.< is ok. i will come back w.e's to visit. hehe
argh. i still have to get a mattress for queens.
n have to meet up with cathy this week..
no wait.. sry gurlie! i can't nemore.
i am working almost all evenings.. n u have exam on tues..

len len gurlie.. i'm leaving friday n working thurs..
so'll have to get together the following week.
>..<
so sry..
u r leaving tues!
n blackout screwed some things up.

stupidness... really wanted to goto CNE yesterday..
now dun have day off nemore.. >.<
hmm.. had better request a day for singing k..
franco! when u avail!
>.<

neways, will see if i got paid yet.
stupid black out had to be on thurs.. >.<

8.15.2003

08.15.03
11.51am
wahh.. >.<
power out last nite!! >.<
started @ 4.10pm..
=( so lucky was home from work..
n thank goodness for BBQ!!~^^
lucky rite now have power too..
dunno when will run out..
since is not safe rite now.
anyway.. i got to wake up to music! ~^^
lucky power came back on @ 6.20am this morning..
but some ppl still dun have ne power! =| >.<

poor mommy came home so late last nite!!
=|
n lucky dun have to work today..

was supposed to goto the CNE today.. >.<
>.< evidently not going to happen..

hope friends are ok.
=| >.<
but cannot call thru to ppl! >.<
lucky have some fones in house that aren't mobile..
since even w.o power will work..
>.<

damn is so warm!! >.<
n cannot turn on a.c since uses too much power..
=| damness..
stupid power out is from manhattan all the way up! >.<
wonder how far it extends??
will check news.. >.< hope sth is up..

okies.. apparently "worse power failure ever to hit North America"..
most of Ontario n eastern U.S.A.
(>.< eee.. n caught rite in middle of it.)

(@ least wasn't terrorists..)

>.< last major power failure was back in 1965, Nov..
northeastern North America..

toronto has 50% of usual power..
>.< wah!! n some ppl mite not have power ALL WEEKEND!! >.<
poor dave was on subway when lost power! >.<
.. rolling black out..
so ppl mite have power n also lose it.. >.<
stupidness..
n scarborough is still w.o power..
5 fires thru-out nite..
oakville had power @ 3am..
but Cogeco isn't working..
cable is down..
that explains y ppl @ queens are not online. >.<

neways.. on other hand..
it's a gd thing it's summer rite now..
not like the power outage in quebec last winter..
or was it a couple years ago?
>..<
whatever.. this is ridiculous..
there should have been systems in place to make sure the blackout didn't spread like this.
>.< stupidness..

8.12.2003

08.12.03
10.12pm
over @ vic's place..
poor doggie is hurt!! >.<
apparently needs to go see vet since leg is hurt.
*aii..

caught picture of it since was howling @ leslie. =P

yay!! got to see old friends from ba..
plus meet some new ones too! ~^^

caught some pix!!
will put on site once i take myself out of it.
neways.. sth important.

08.12.03
1.12pm
*stretch!! ~^^
no work today!! hehe..
>.< so sry kevin!! >.<
for making u run around looking for someone to take your shift..
>..<
oh well.. =P jules took your shift so all gd. =)

yay!!! going to a get-2-gether/farewell-to-van BBQ tonite!!
going to see everyone again! so happy!!
must bring camera!! ~^^
... >.< hope have batteries..
stupid thing uses up so much power..

i'm going to bring a pretty watermelon/cantelope bowl thing. ~^^
so excited!!
now just have to go an make it..
going to use watermelon half as bowl!! hehe
hope not too difficult! >.<

school's going to start soon!! >.<
not exactly overly thrilled..
i still haven't reviewed ne orgo!!
going to fail..
help!!!

guess what?!?
got two pairs of new pants this past w.e!!
so happy.. hehe. got this 30% off GAP coupon invitation from mother's coworker! ~^^
got these extra long white jeans that matches perfectly with my black tube!! ~^^
wonder when will have chance to wear..
>.< but i get sun burned so easily!! >.<
plus i need new black sandals..
hmm.. n maybe belt?

going to the EX on friday!!
i think..
if have time n can somehow get to subway station..
>.<
hehe. going to pick out some tops i hope..
if not just wander n hey,
if not fun can always leave n goto eaton center or sth..

guess what else?
some acuvue rep gave me this coupon thingy for a free pair of color contacts!!
so excited!!! hope i didn't lose it.. >.<
or i can get normal ones but i already have plenty of those..
both hard n soft lenses..
but what color should i get..
heard they aren't the best for your eyes..
is that true??
neone??
hmm... i think lighter brown would be nice..
i dun think blue would look gd on me..
too fake huh.. >.<
plus way too pale..
haha. that is if i even find that coupon thing..
it's until end of aug..
if not i'll just go buy some. they aren't too expensive.
but if they are bad for my eyes then maybe not. >.<
i'm blind already!! >.<
not to mention deaf...

8.08.2003

08.08.03
5.01pm
eee. >.< slept in so late today!!!
until like 11.30..
>.< i am so lazy..
am supposed to volunteer for dragon boat festival dt tmr..
dun think can go. b.c piano got delayed to tmr. plus also supposedly there is dental appt..

but so happy!!
cuz no work today. ~^^
got paid today too!! hehe..
tho not like a lot of money but still..

i still have to clean room.. >.<

n sept is coming so soon.. >.<
*ai....

8.06.2003

08.06.03
10.46pm
no work today! ~^^
*yawn.. but tired..
damness not done my osap application..
gotta finish that tonite hopefully.
also.. have to hand in my preregistration payment..
>.< dun even kno how much it is..

i'll find out tmr.

my room is such a mess!!
>.< trying to rearrange everything..
going to take me ages!!

guess what?!?!
am going on a short trip next next weekend.
going to visit the hot springs!! ~^^
so excited!!
*ai.. am v looking forward..

8.03.2003

08.03.03
7.39pm
~~fuck~~
>.< so pissed off..
whatever..
haha.. ironic.
when i finally decide that maybe life isn't as bad as it has always seemed..
*haha..
whatever..

anyways.. went to wonderland yesterday.
~^^ had fun..
bumped into an old friend..
n some customers from friday nite. >.< haha.. didn't recognize them @ first. =|
plus was pouring rain midafternoon..
was totally drenched n dripping.. >.<
either way. ended up having an ok day.
since wasn't sunny not many ppl -> not have to line up much.
didn't catch ne pictures just simply b.c didn't bring camera..
but rebecca caught one i believe.
so that's all gd.
planning to go again.
hopefully this time will be sunny..
my mood seems to go with the weather..
oh and also the time. *~-~

yay!! only have to work 3 days this week..
maybe they are only scheduling me as part-time staff??
rather odd..
whatever. work again on tuesday.
maybe can ask if they need more ppl..
nth to do wed so wouldn't mind working.

can't wait to watch pirates of the carribbean!! ~^^
apparently is v. gd.
cathy!! u had best not forget!! =P

hmm. neone ever been to wasaga beach??
cuz going to go there sometime in the next couple weeks.. but nvr been there..
is the water nasty?
went to one ontario beach where the water was disgusting! >.<
what was that blue flag deal that they're starting here??
sth abt certain england beaches have been rewarded with it..
n canadian beaches are being rated similarly too??
>.< dun remember.
was in news.

think may be volunteering to help out with dragonboat racing next weekend!!
think on sat??
with wardians! ~^^ finally see u guys again!
it's been like a year!!! >.<
=P hmm.. wonder what i have to do??
hope it won't be too hard.. =|

fuck.. life sux..
haha.. the irony..
>.<
yes. u r prolly thinking that i am making no sense whatsoever.
haha. but seriously. does it really matter to u?
in the end it really doesn't. does it?
haha. whatever.

8.01.2003

08.01.03
2.45pm
lookie ~^^ just took a quiz!!..
tho dun watch friends v. much..

Take the Friends Quiz here.
created by stomps.

*wahh!! >..<
going to have black circles when goto wonderland tmr..

yay!! yesterday finally went dt!! ~^^
so pat, now u cannot be mad @ me.. nor u becclo! ~^^
wahh.. unfortunately didn't bring camera so didn't catch how pretty becclo looked yesterday! ~^^
but is ok. cuz pat caught some. ~^^
so pretty gurlie!! keke... wah.. not like me so boring. >.<

neways, went to this cute japanese restaurant in this 'fancy'-looking part of dt..
think was one block north of bay n young??
>.< sth like that. i kno how to get there neways..
=P ~^^

yay! got the pix but i look bad.. >.<
yesh.. will not post.. =|

neways. wahh!! didn't kno so many ppl watch anime! ~^^
hehe. =P my mom's friend's son n also arden!!
haha. what is funny is both watching initial d..
=P >.< me also.. but hey. i dun count b.c dun have time to finish it yet..
>.< ee.. almost 6.30..
damn.. i dun wanna work!! >.<
did i tell u last time i came back a whole 2 hrs after my shift ended?!!?
>.< was so tired..
=|

hope tmr is sunny.. ~^^
okies. i had better get going.. >.<

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