7.29.2003

07.29.03
3.37pm
work was so boring this morning! >.<
n i have to go back from 5-10pm tonite.
>.< oh well.. so long i get paid i dun care.
*ai.. i want to go down to docks.. =P
kinda bored..
but well, going to wonderland sat so will be happy.
n next week going to viva b.c dj is edgar v.!! ~^^
damn.. there isn't much left to do this summer..
already went to niagara falls with moni, kenzi n them
n center island, mall - plenty, bbl tea - tons, n sang k..
watched my first foreign film in theatre.. n not up for ne more movies lately..
n going to goto wonderland two times this month..
finally goto viva.. tho all ages so dunno how much fun will be.
going to sing k again..
n bbl tea n coffee nites with coworkers. ~^^
so all that is missing is zoo and docks. =P
there has to be more in a summer to do..
but with work cannot really go away on trip... >.<
hope next year will be more fun. ~^^
argh.. haven't studied orgo @ all!
room is mess..
n am dreading going back to queens.. >.<
i am tired n want a longer break..
should not have taken summer school..
i dun want psyc as elective! >.<
i have to take an eng!!
stupid restriction to only 1st-yrs first..
will go to guidance n demand if ne space.
yay!! going to meet up with some queens ppl later this month..
damn am bored..

have to head to work in abt .5 hr
finally sth to do.. >.<
n the birds are all asleep! >.<
so nice n happy all of them..
no wonder no noises from them!
*~-~ just noticed. =P
they are so cute while asleep!! hehe..
want to give them a kiss!! hehe. >.<
anyways.. i had better get ready for work..

7.28.2003

07.28.03
9.42pm
yay!! so happy!! i'm not scheduled for work on thurs/sat/sun!! hehe.
prolly going downtown for a bit thurs..
=P so can finally visit patrick.. >.< so sry ar!! >.< for taking so long.
n sat is 2nd..
n am going to wonderland!! ~^^
so excited! tho.. haven't asked many ppl to come.
only best bud n i so far. >.<
who wants to come? =P
i kno!~^^ will call cathy. hehe. ~^^
hehe, bound to be fun with two best friends rite? ~^^
*yawn.. i am getting kinda tired..
plus it's 11.26pm.. n am still not done post.. >.<

fuck...
life sux..
whatever. i want to goto sleep now.

7.23.2003

07.23.03
12.48pm
yay!! ~^^ off work early today too!!
=P was supposed to end @ 1pm but turns out got out @ like noonish.
=) completed course.
let's hope i passed. ~^^
i'm starting to like the ppl i work with!! ~^^
feeling a lot more comfortable around them.

but my uniform top/shirt is too big!! >.< who designed it??
medium is way too large.. n no time to get small now..

*yawn..
am so tired tho..
y'd have to start @ 9am this morning??
>.< gah..
but now rather bored what can i do??
i can watch movies,
go out maybe.
sleep..
paint my nails..
play ff8
oh shit! >.<
almost forgot review orgo..
think i ought to do that..
so ought to clean up rm first.

>.< still haven't visited patrick downtown either
>.< wonder how everything is with him??
>.< nor have i visited becclo..
n still haven't sent my letter to my cousin in hk yet! >.<
i am so slow..
apparently costs 1.25-1.75 to send a normal sized letter internationally.
range from 30-50g..
how much is that?
>.< i dun even kno. oh well. i'll just put 1.50 n hope it works.

neways. i'm getting bored...
think will go bake a cake or cupcakes or sth! ~^^
haven't done in such long time! ~^^

7.22.2003

07.22.03
10.09pm
today i got an email from an hs friend..
n well, i've also been talking to a new friend of mine..
who is having some relationship problems..
(=( hope he is ok..
n that everything works out for the best =))

anyway, i dunno.. i just thought the email was super cute..
n just thought i'd post it b.c it reminded me of the important things in life..
not just success, marks but just how life is itself..
i've been really negative abt life..
how it's never fair,
how it really does suck.. tho there are the gd moments too..
how sometimes it's so v. lonely.
n how i can be so hurt..
n moody..
n be mad or so upset..

anyway.. here:
list of important things:
candy kiss
tea bag
eraser
rubber band
toothpick
band aid
chewing gum
pencil

why??
1) TOOTHPICK - to remind you to pick out the good qualities in others.
2) RUBBER BAND - to remind you to be flexible, things might not always go the way you want, but it will work out.
3) BAND AID - to remind you to heal hurt feelings, yours or someone else's........
4) PENCIL - to remind you to list your blessings everyday.
5) ERASER - to remind you that everyone makes mistakes, and it's OK.
6) CHEWING GUM - to remind you to stick with it, and you can accomplish anything.
7) CANDY KISS - to remind you that everyone needs a kiss or a hug everyday...
8) TEA BAG - to remind you to relax daily and go over that list of blessings.



hmm... just talking to one of my friends n guess what?
>.< apparently there's this guy called takuya kimura that looks kinda like won bin..
but he's not v. cute... >.<
see? -> click
>.< hmm.. lemme post a pic of won bin so u kno what in the world i'm talking abt..
won bin

*yawn... i'm super tired..
omg.. this post is retarded.. >.< i must be totally brain dead at the moment..
does what i wrote even make sense??
wtf.. whatever..
will go to sleep now..
..

hope u r ok,_ _ _ _ _..
b.c u didn't come back online.. u alrite?? >.< i hope so..

moni? hope u ok too.. =) *hugs.

7.21.2003

07.21.03
11.14pm
i got a job!! ~^^
so happy.. kinda..
it is ok..
all i can say is that i have to go thru intense training b4 we start..
a whole week!!
trust me. if u come, u will be impressed.*~-~ all the memorization n prep!!

anyway, went to center island this past sat (19th)
was friend mel li's bday
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY GURLIE!
=P anyway.. met some new nice ppl
will not forget evening after dinner..
biker, elizabeth arden... =P keke...
>.< hehe. =P poor poor arden..
>.< honestly tho.. wasn't trying to tease u.. *~-~ just kinda came out..

oh! plus the pix from that day r up now! ~^^
go take a lookie! =)
webshots.
if dun have link send me msg n i'll send u. =P

wahh!! been watching more of winter sonata.. aka endless love II
damn he's hot!!
>.<... damness.. he's the perfect guy!!
*sniff.. he's so sweet!! n so nice!! *ai..
actor's name is Bae Yong Jun.. =P
such a hottie.. here's a pic link.. ->*muah*
what do u think?? haha.
mm... too bad such perfect guys dun exist..
damn he's perfect tho...
i think he is gd actor too..
>.< wonbin is a lil green @ it still.. tho wonbin is super hot too..
damn... =P
but wonbin's character in endless love I/autume's tale was not the vision of the perfect guy..
eee.. i am so hung over abt this soap..
must buy blank disks n burn.

anyway, i am v. tired..
think will go sleep now.. *~-~ nite nite! ~♥

7.14.2003

07.14.03
4.20pm
*ai... stupidness..
need to fax resume but sister won't get off other cpu..
>.< ee.. wish me luck lor~! >.< still have not got job. n really need one tim!!

wahh.. was watching winter of love last nite.. ~^^
endless love II.. ♥!!
too bad wonbin isn't in this one but this story isn't bad at all.
eee. the song is super nice. ~^^
have a cd of korean soap love songs that aunt gave me.
~^^ =P

>.< but couldn't sleep last nite.. >.<
must be minor insomnia..
>.< i need sth to do.. to keep from boredom.

still haven't finished ff8 either.

mmm.. had malaysian food last nite! ~^^
super gd!! ~♥!!
at market.. >.< kno chinese name but dunno how to pinyin in mandarine. >.<

ee.. bro needs cpu.

dearest moni, hope u feeling better???
dun worry, the ass isn't worth bothering over.. >.<
*hugs. hope u feel better.

7.11.2003

07.11.03
11.32pm
hehe!!~^^ so funny!!
check out this link!! ->LOL<-
moni sent me. ~^^
reminds me of that movie saw with housemate..
emm.. forgot title..
aud, u remember??
was a japanese movie.. had to read eng sub..
haha.

been watching initial d first stage but with eng sub this time! ~^^
so happy!! hehe. can finally understand all technical terms..
~^^ wahh!! ryosuke is super hot! ~^^

moni!! y didn't i get to goto dave's house today!! >.<
ee... even if busy.. i wanted to see his dog!!
>.< haha..
oh whatever..

*yawn..
so tired..
luv slayers!! ~♥!!
eee.. starting to like amelia more n more! =P
tho lina is still the best.
wahh!! poor zelgadis!! >.<
hehe. jellyfish ~^^
i have a feeling most ppl dunno what i am talking abt..
>.< must seem rather odd..
haha. =P go look it up! is anime
called slayers... with lina inverse! ~^^
hehe. it's really fun to watch ne.
=P neways, think will end here now.

opps b4 i forget...
promised moni a shout out..

hi moni!! be careful sweetie. dun wanna get hurt again!! =)

(there is that gd enuf??)
(btw!! luv the rest of u guys out there too! just.. a journal just isn't the place to have massive shoutouts... >.< hehe. *muah neway)

7.10.2003

07.10.03
5.47pm
>.< *yawn..
so tired.. =|
yay!! went to sing k yesterday with old hs friends!! ~^^
so much fun!! keke..
>.< tho cannot sing well.. =(
wahh... louis n franco can sing so well!! >.<

guess what??
also got pictures!~^^
well.. only one. but several copies. >.<
but my face is incredibly fat!!
>.< argh.
neways..
posted as usual on webshots =P
so can go look. ~^^
>.< but be warned.. >.< i look like super fobbish..
b.c of haircut..
wahH!! plus always mistaken me as older.. >.<
hairdressor thought i was in midtwenties!
*~-~ so depressing..
anyway.. guess what else happened yesterday??
finally saw an AE86!!~^^
wahh!!! just like the one in initial d!! ~^^ ♥ ♥
owner/driver must've been really into the anime b/c even had the letters on the right side of the car.. >.<
haha. so funny..
but still.. it's the first one i've ever seen!! ~^^
was super cool!! hehe

*wah... still haven't got a job yet.. >.<
been going all over the place.. >.<
pls someone help!! *~-~
getting awfully bored..
tho really oughtta start doing some stuff..
n studying for orgo.. >.< almost forgot!!

plus tmr is the farewell dinner for ms cheng..
an old hs english teacher..
luved her to death!
>.< only problem is not many ppl going so not sure if date is still tmr..
will find out.

argh.. gotta go finish some stuff now.